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Heroes of the streets :iconkikicianjur:kikicianjur 181 13 Immolating Glare :iconryan-alexander-lee:Ryan-Alexander-Lee 334 5 Determination :iconepifex:Epifex 290 26 Arcanis the Omnipotent :iconryan-alexander-lee:Ryan-Alexander-Lee 548 15 Mardu Hateblade :iconryan-alexander-lee:Ryan-Alexander-Lee 211 8 The Glitch's Motto :iconpnsk:PNSK 13 2 the son of light :iconkinnikufan:kinnikufan 168 35 Standstill :iconnayrman:Nayrman 20 13 Kyuredoof :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 79 65 Vivi Final Render :iconjohn-lozano:John-Lozano 6,619 599 Fragile Heart :iconsonicandshadowfan15:SonicandShadowfan15 27 22 The Prophet's Rage :iconrob-joseph:Rob-Joseph 416 14
I have all these thoughts, roaming round in my head.
I wish to get them out, but I keep them hidden instead.
I want to talk, to set them free.
But I’m afraid, scared that others will judge me.
But if I can’t talk, I feel like I might explode.
Maybe I can find a way, some other type of mode.
Paper and pen, that’s how I’ll do it.
Written word, it’s the only way I see fit.
Poems and stories, that’s what works best for me.
Sometimes I write about things, that only I seem to see.
The wonders of the world, the ones others ignore.
Those I’ve tried to tell, they seem to find it a bore.
Observations that I sometimes make.
Beauty for beauty’s sake.
The sparkling of the stars.
The sound of passing by cars.
Lights flying by.
Clouds floating in the sky.
Grass moving with the breeze.
Fish, swimming gracefully through the seas.
I write them down, so as not to forget.
It also gets them out, helping me not to fret.
Forgetting my troubles, getting my thoug
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FINISHING OFF COLLEGE..... now need a job
well like the title says.... i got 3 months left before grown up duties consume me. 
its my last semester so i will TRY to finish whatever school work i can ASAP so i can get to doing more paintings and my own thing.... cuz i have been pretty inconsistent as of the last 6 months XD i DO wanna get more stuff to you guys so im gonna make an effort to get AT LEAST one painting off a week...... yes i wrote it down so u can totally hold me to it :P
and at the same time im gonna do my best to get a decent job, so build portfolio, get my stuff out there and hope for the best :)
so yea, its been a while since i updated this thing so expect this to be up for a while
if u have tumblr, my work's there too:
lets see if i can make it through this :D
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Atonement :iconjcbarquet:jcbarquet 1,084 52 Comfort :iconlightm00n:LightM00N 24 2



So, as I sit here, trying to write, I find myself just kind of out of inspiration. More importantly, I'm lacking in motivation. Writing gets harder and harder. Maybe its that I'm out of school for the time being, or maybe I just lack a focus in my own head. There are millions of ideas in my head, but nothing that can make a good enough of a plot. Its one of those days where you're up until the break of dawn, sitting with a notepad and a pencil. Kind of like writer's block, but you know that its caused by something else. But, unfortunately for me, I can't seem to even take that and make something out of it. Well, time moves on, I guess. I may not be happy with the turn of events, but at least I'm still standing.
  • Listening to: Swing Life Away -Rise Against
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: What is food, again?
  • Drinking: Water



Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
A geeky, slightly awkward college student living in the middle of nearly nowhere. I kind of dabble a little in everything. Seriously. Music, gaming, martial arts, and writing. A jack-of-all-trades sort of deal. Going into special education.

I intend to post some of my writing and other stuff, but if you follow me, don't expect it to be very often.

Recently rediscovered writing poetry.


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twist0991 Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
5SakuraHaruno Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the Watch!
Vanguard264 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome!
Johock Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2013
thanks for the fave!
Monstro-Blade Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!
Vanguard264 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome!
Johock Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2013
thanks for the fav!
Vanguard264 Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
No problem!
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